I HATE THE FEELING

I hate that I’m always there. 

I hate that you talk to me about GIRLS. 

I hate that we've planned our HOLIDAYS. 

I hate that it’s not now. 

I hate that I can’t forget you. 

I hate that I’ll always forgive you. 

I hate that feeling when you smile.

I hate that feeling when you don’t. 

I hate that I come off second-best. 

I hate being you’re best friend.

But most of all, I hate that you know all of this and I’m still pushed aside.